(a) we perform an action (karma); (b) we thus make something (a karma); (c) that something some day ripens into our environment (called karma); (d) that environment, through Pleasure and Pain, teaches us. This tuition from the outside I have called extuition."
II, 12. "The karma-container has its root in the Sources of Trouble, and is experienced in seen and unseen births."
The preceding quotes are from Practical Yoga, Ancient and Modern, by Ernest Wood, a translation and explanation of the Aphorisms of Patanjali. To me it makes it sound as though there is some cosmic accounting for all of our deeds, or misdeeds. That has always been the impression I got about most or all of the teaching and revelation about karma. I remember back in the seventies, when everyone was jumping on the karma wagon. It was interpreted as an all purpose excuse in the realm of ethics. I have my karma. Hence, I am free of responsibility for the suffering that I experience because it's some debt that I have to pay for some actions that I made in another lifetime. At the same time, my current behavior is pre- endorsed by my acceptance of its effects, hopefully in some future lifetime. Either way it can amount to an "I paid my dues" attitude which frees me to do as I please. It also makes it easy for us to dismiss the sufferings of others. "He's just collecting his karma." Not only that, but our own pleasures, deep or transitory, can also be chalked up to what we have earned, and thus deserve, by our own past actions, karma.
When we hear the idea that God loves us, we can interpret that to mean that in large areas God's decisions are more emotional than logical. He has the twin abilities to be supremely rational and supremely irrational. That's why we have two sides to our own brain, so that we can do the same. Love often transcends reason, or overrules it. But reason is never entirely abandoned. The harmonious pairing of love and logic may amount to what we recognize as wisdom. How to have your cake and eat it too.
Karma has been translated as work. Work can assume many meanings. As a noun, it can stand for what we do, how we do it, and what we leave behind when we have done our work. As a verb, it describes the function of a mechanism, a system, the laws of nature and math and physics. All of these behave with ultimate accuracy: it all works.
The fact that the results of whatever behavior or application can be unpredictable does not mean that the thing is not still working. Everything works. If we look about us, knowing, as we do, that all that we see are photons bouncing off quarks and electrons, we have to admit that the universe works. It's not so much predictable as expectable. We expect that a thing like gravity will continue to behave as it has in the past, and it does. So, even though we cannot predict the results, they make sense when they happen. To whom, we must ask, do they make sense? To us, we must answer. They make sense to us, not at the quantum level, but at the level we work at where we interpret the world to be wind and rain, sunshine and flowers, people, animals, trees, mountains and stars. Karma.
Some physicists propose that there may be, may need to be and may only be one electron that, traveling at the speed of light, is not itself bound by time. Instead it creates it. There are any number of thought patterns that lead us to the same idea, which is the unity of all existence. The divinity that sees, hears and feels the world through our eyes, ears and finger tips has perceived the world through the senses of every other being as well. At any particular level or vortex, anywhere that we obtain that sense of self, we are all tapping into the same thing.
The reality is that we do not need to wait for our karma. Whatever happens to us is the result of motions that we ourselves made long ago. Whatever we do goes into the endless world of effect where we will find it again. What evolves is compassion, when we accept the suffering of others as it is. What evolves from compassion is care. We make the world what we want it to be. Part of what we want it to be is mysterious. We want to wonder what is going on. We want to learn what can be learned from pain, loneliness, loss, confusion and ignorance. We want to personally feel the anger and the boredom. But we also want it to become better than it is, and most of us want to have something to do with making that so. This response can be totally selfish. I want the world to be better because I am in the world. Sociologists describe concentric circles of care. We care first for ourselves, then for our family, and then for larger groups like extended families, clans, tribes, companies, units and congregations. Then there are nations. Beyond that, if there is still any care left it might be applied to the whole species or the home planet. In these enlightened times, many people salve their conscience with care and concern for other species, as well as for the ecology.
Another popular attitude leads to casting aspersions at the idea of God: "If there were a God, I would have something to say to him about how he has been handling this whole thing." The implication here is that we all know there is no God, and that there is no shortage of evidence that the wisdom and benevolence of a Supreme being is missing. What God would allow all of the ignorance and pain, the wars and crime, plagues and famines, birth defects, bigotry, holocausts and rampant destruction of the planet? Or, even worse, what kind of a God would not only allow but actually create all of these miseries?
What has puzzled me is the penchant for devoted atheists to define this Deity that they refuse to believe in. These definitions are commonly drawn from prophecy and theology. They choose not to believe in the God of Moses, Paul or Constantine. Or they choose not to believe in the God of John the Baptist, Jesus, the apostles Peter and John, the reformers like Martin Luther or John Calvin, the heretics like Mohammed or Joseph Smith, or the pagans like Buddha, Lao Tzu or Sitting Bull. Why should anyone subscribe to the conclusions about reality that were reached by folks who knew nothing about cosmology or quantum physics, people who didn't know that the universe is thirteen and a half billion years old, or dreamers who never dreamed of the reality of the big bang? An analogy might be the attitude of the naysayers who christened Robert Fulton's steam boat "Fulton's Folly." After it made its successful 150 mile trip up the Hudson River to Albany, these people shut up. Imagine if they had continued to claim that steamboats were impossible. In discussions about subjects like the origin and age of the universe, evolution, life support and extraterrestrial life, there are those who cling to the concept that if something is not in accord with the contents of the Old and New Testaments, then it isn't true. Subjects that were not included in the Bible include internal combustion, nuclear physics, space travel, electronics, computers, firearms, motor vehicles, and aircraft. To not accept these, just because they're not mentioned in the Bible, would be an obvious error. There are good reasons why these matters were not covered in the sacred scriptures of the Christians and Hebrews. One good reason is that the technologies mentioned did not exist when these scrolls were inscribed. Nor had the observations and theories of modern physics and astronomy yet come into existence. Writers like John the Apostle had to do the best they could with the concepts of reality that were current back in the first century C.E. He was speaking to shepherds and fishermen, farmers and warriors, weavers and carpenters, not astrophysicists and mathematicians.
So, when someone tells us that they do not believe in God, we must clarify just what they mean. If they are only saying that they do not hold with the literal accounts of giants in the sky hurling lightning bolts, or of some magician creating plants on Earth before he got around to putting stars in the heavens, we can easily agree. None of the ancient creation myths are of any value in the search for truth and reality. The modern myths about Rudolf the Red-Nosed Reindeer, the Grinch, Santa Claus or the Easter Bunny are just as valid as tales about the world being built on the back of a turtle. It's pretty easy to be an atheist if all that is required is that one not believe in a bunch of gods and goddesses squabbling like a passel of drunken in-laws. I bear no ill will toward the ones who invented these tales. Humanity has four basic needs which are food, clothing, shelter and entertainment. All of these myths belong to the last category. Nights grew long around the fire in primitive times. There certainly was no television, but there was music, dancing, poetry and story telling. In all honesty, this whole web site also belongs in the realm of entertainment. I'm not providing you with food, clothing or shelter. That's for sure. But sometimes we don't realize how important it is that we amuse ourselves beyond having a full tummy and a place to sleep. Art, literature, theatre, religion, history and politics can all be considered as forms of entertainment, and without entertainment we would probably all die of boredom or insanity.
I know that when I first encountered the concept of karma, I found it very entertaining. I found it to be consoling, the idea that we were to have second chances to get it right, rather than the heaven and hell theory that I was raised on. Reincarnation, suffering for our own transgressions and the opportunity to evolve in the direction of goodness and wisdom, sort of made the whole universe, or at least the human part, into an open ended Purgatory. Not so amusing is the mystery that, if the world is only a place for us to pay for the mistakes that we have made while in the world, just what is the point of the whole thing? We are tempted to complain that we didn't ask to be born. Who doesn't feel sorrow for the baby born into a life of sickness, abuse and unhappiness? Does the little child have this to bear only because of irresponsible parents, or was it because in some previous life he was a guard in a concentration camp, a slave owner, or perhaps a Roman soldier in Jerusalem?
There are other ways to look at this problem. Wisdom and experience might lead to the germination of the idea that we did ask to be born. We can look at childbirth, not as something the parents do to their kids, but rather as what the kids do to their parents. It has been suggested how incredibly fortunate each of us had to be in order to be born at all. Of the billions of sperm that raced toward the ovum, only the one that got there first would have resulted in that particular baby. Any other first place polliwog would have joined with the egg to become somebody else. It's no wonder that we all are so lucky. Talk with any adult who has taken the time to look at his life, and you will hear stories of close calls, near misses at intersections and all of the other blessings of serendipity. Of course, if one is to count this fortune as good luck, it is necessary to recognize the benefits of existence. Whether it is to be measured in terms of beauty, pleasure, awareness, wisdom or joy, the suggestion here is that the good outweighs the bad. For some, the inescapable conclusion is the opposite, the despair that the bad outweighs the good.
There is a different approach, one that transcends the idea of keeping score. Within the scope of reality and life there are games and contests, conflicts and struggles, victories and defeats. But life itself is not a game. Reality is not some cosmic contest. We lament our pain and loss, but learning, growing, healing and changing are all painful. Do we really desire existence without change? As for loss, isn't that just a part of the illusion of time? We have the dimension called time so that we don't have to experience everything all in one instant. Where would be the fun in that? Have you ever watched a movie and become so emotionally involved that you felt a profound sense of loss when a character died, or when a place is left behind, or when the movie is over? Yet, you haven't lost anything. You can always watch the movie again. Old people can be guilty of watching the movie again, sitting in their doddering age and reliving treasured experiences from youth or childhood. As our brains slow down, the bubble of time that we call the present expands, and we discover that nothing has been lost.
Creation is perhaps a work of art. When we step back and observe the whole thing, we see the beauty and the finality. We see that all of the pain of learning, growing, healing and changing has been balanced by the joy and pleasure of the finished work. Karma.
...and then maybe we look a little closer, and we see that this needs to be changed, or that some healing needs to happen. We see there is part of our creation that can still grow larger, more complex and more beautiful. We realize that we still have something to learn, and so we focus once again on this or that detail of the wonderful universe. Karma.